Things have been so good, I have been experiencing pure happiness in everything I’ve been doing. It has been a breath of fresh air. I couldn’t even imagine what it felt like to be depressed. It is like two separate world’s I live in.
Today I have been feeling very anxious, everything everyone has said or done today has irritated me.
I feel this dark cloud slowly creeping in to cover my heart and take over my thoughts.
The thought “I’m depressed” begins to replay in my mind over and over again.
I try to stop it and repeat “I am happy, I am happy” to try and change my thought pattern.
It doesn’t work.
“Please God take this away….let happiness be more powerful than the darkness, let me sleep and wake up full of joy.”